For
many years God had me listening every day and following direction. What I was
to eat, what clothes I was to wear and what I was to say or not to say. No
explanation was given to me about what I was doing, or why. For eighteen long
years I followed without question or disobedience. Often, I had to do things
that felt awful. Heat would rise up and surge within my body. It was as though
everything within me was waging war against doing what was asked. But I always
did it, I thought that I was doing it for God. After it was all done God
explained the meaning behind it all. I realised that I wasn’t doing this for
God but God was doing it for me. Later he gave me a new process that was far more
effective, relaxed and it doesn’t generate the nasty internal surging. This new
way of clearing Stored energy is for those that come now. For those that want
to change who they are at the core of their existence, and become who they
desire to be. This process is not only relevant for life here and now but eternally.
This is the meaning and purpose of life.
God
explained that the seven controlling areas that I had been dealing with were
energetic clusters. Everybody has them and they make up who a person is.
Living
life in this natural world is creating and altering
these clusters. They determine who you are and the life that you want to live.
Everything that a person desires or fears is also held within these clusters.
Also, all of the residual energy from every experience throughout life is held
within these clusters.
The
next world is living out this life.
This
natural world is the womb in which a person develops.
Death
is being born into the afterlife as you developed yourself to be.
This
is one of the first things that struck me when I started going over to what I
called heaven. It is so very much like this world and the people there are so
very much the same as they are in this world.
Death
is a continuation of this life. But in a new world, in a new body but the
energy clusters that you develop here are exactly the same and are simply
transferred over.
It
is like a person getting out of one car and getting into another. They are
exactly the same person just in a different external shell.
Basically,
there are three types of energy that make up who a person is, or for a more
religious sounding term, the soul.
First,
there are the human energy clusters. These define general humanity. All of the
common physical characteristics. A human should have two legs, two arms, two
eyes, one nose, one mouth etc. It is the DNA encoding that is the framework for
a human being. It also carries the behavioural characteristics common to
humanity. Fear responses and other instinctive behaviours. Everything that
makes a human distinctively human, is in, Human Energy Clusters.
Second,
Family Energy. It all falls within the boundaries of human energy. Where human
energy will dictate that you have two eyes. Family energy will dictate the
shape, colour, and acuity or weakness. Where human energy will dictate that you
have one nose with two nostrils. Family energy will dictate its shape and size.
While human energy will dictate parameters of physical abilities family energy
will define those parameters. Whether a person is highly athletic or prone to
running slowly. Good at jumping or not. This energy is difficult to change but Family
Behavioural Energy is completely changeable.
Due to inherited family energy,
a person might react more angrily than others, or be chilled out, optimistic or
pessimistic. A person might be drawn to adventure, or risk taking, or playing
it safe. There are many behavioural traits that are clearly seen as family
inherited energy.
My
family energy clusters are working class, alcoholic, gamblers. I don’t drink
much, if at all, I never gamble and I avoid physical labour at all costs.
This
energy has a huge impact as normally, not only does a person inherit these
traits but they are raised surrounded by it in day to day family life. This
reinforces their influence. People can and do rebel against this energy. But it
is a constant struggle against the tide. This is fine if you are a good
swimmer. But you have to keep swimming lest you be pulled back to where you
started.
This
energy plays a huge role in who a person is born to be but it does not dictate
who a person is able to become. It can be rewritten.
The
third type of energy is, Life Energy. Life Energy has two types. The first one
is positive stored energy. This energy was generated by a person from an emotional
response to a desired occurrence. It is lovely, beneficial and positive energy.
The second type of life energy is negative stored energy. This energy is
generated by emotional responses to unwanted occurrences in life. It is
detrimental to a person’s life and wellbeing.
Throughout
life everybody has emotional responses to situations and events, that they
personally experience or have relayed to them. Emotion is energy generated by
the person to react to or deal with the situation. It is a personal response,
so while an event might create a huge emotional response and subsequent energy
generation in one person, it might not even be a bleep on another person’s
radar. The emotional energy response is determined by the subconscious mind who
adjudicates the events significance and what an appropriate reaction might be.
The
response energy has two parts to it, the data element and the funding element.
The data element might be to run or fight or take it or kill it. It is basic
direction based on the subconscious minds summery which is derived from past
experience, both personal and that acquired from others.
This
initial emotional energy is called impulse energy. It floods the mind and it
wants action. It screams at the person to react. The body can be electrified by
it and there are chemicals released by it. It can be overwhelming and it
screams at the mind to act. To punch, to scream, to fight, to run or to take
some other type of action. This energy is released directly into the mind and
while it remains in the mind it demands action. If it is ignored long enough
then it is moved into the physical brain.
It
is now quietly on the bench ready, waiting and keen to be called back into the
game. It is now called suspended energy. Any remembrance of the event that initially
generated it in the first place, is likely to call it off the bench and back
into the game. It becomes impulse energy again and demands action. If a person
is not careful with their energy management. This energy can bounce back and
forth between impulse and suspension for a life time.
Living
in a civilised society means that most of the time the impulse energy released,
cannot be acted on in its entirety, if at all. If someone upsets me whilst out
shopping, I can’t punch his head in’ no matter how much I want to. I would
spend my life in and out of prison. If a sexy woman gets me hot and bothered, I
can’t club her over the head and drag her off to my cave. This means that the
impulse energy which was generated by the emotional response is not used, it is
not burned off. When ignored long enough it will go into suspension, waiting to
be reactivated. If it isn't for a long enough period of time then it is put
into the third stage, which is stored energy.
This
energy is stored in the physical body for long term storage. Impulse and
suspended energy are a fluid energy ready for action. Stored energy is
compressed and thick to enable a life time of energy to be stored in the body.
It too can be reactivated into impulse energy to fund action. It is however,
not activated as easily as suspended energy. Just remembering what initially
caused it won't bring it back into impulse. Neither will talking about it or
writing about it.
This
is locked away energy so that the person can still function as too much suspended
energy would make a person a dithering, scattered, confused, explosive,
nightmare.
Stored
energy is difficult to reactivate. The only proven method of reactivation is to
encounter the same type of situation that generated it in the first place. A human
is an efficient machine. If new energy is needed to fund a reaction and that
type of specific energy is already stored in the body, then it will reactivate
it, rather than create a new batch.
Stored
Life energy is the dominant factor in who a person is and the life that they
lead. It makes up the majority of the soul. There are three ways in which
stored energy impacts.
The
first way is its magnetism. All energy pushes and pulls. It attracts and
repels. The more stored energy a person has the stronger their magnet. There
are two things that are magnetised to a person, their fears and their desires.
This is where the difference between positive stored energy and negative stored
energy play huge roles in a person’s life. Positive stored energy attracts desires
and repels fears. Negative stored energy attracts fears and repels desires. In
simple terms it makes a person lucky or unlucky. They live the “life of Riley”
or “Murphy's law.” Most peoples’ stored energy provides a seemingly haphazard
magnetic existence. These stored energies can cancel each other out, if of a
similar size. If a person has a rather uneventful life then this is generally
the case with no real push or pull noticeable. But others can have areas of
great desire attraction and areas of great fear attraction.
For
my pre-gestation self I had always got on very well with females. I always
ended up with lesbian friends. I had girls chasing me as a teenager. I wasn’t
particularly gorgeous or suave. My friends were always bemused that when we met
girls, they were always attracted to me with no real discernible reason.
In
this explanation period God, who I was now calling Dad, explained that as a
little boy I had two aunties in their teens who adored me as did their friends.
They even carried pictures of me around in their purses. This created stored
positive energy clusters to do with the opposite sex. In platonic terms, I
enjoy female energy.
On
the other hand, I had never been good at attracting money. I was brought up
poor and all my friends were poor. I had stored energy clusters of money being
illusive and almost impossible to get. I could of course get it with work and
physical effort but it wouldn't just flow to me.
The
stronger the positive magnetic pull that you have in a specific area, the less
physical effort you have to put in. This is why I had such a sharp step back as
a Christian. I built a facade which required constant effort and struggle to
maintain. My stored energy hadn't changed at all, I hid it. I fought against it
and as soon as I stopped the constant struggle, my stored clusters took control
and I was right back to where I started from. Imposed behavioural changes have
no effect on stored clusters.
The
second way that stored energy impacts a person’s life is that it influences the
thought process. The first way, is about the action or funding part of stored
energy. This second part is about the data element.
All
data energy has a voice. It speaks, it has an opinion. Each energetic cluster
represents an opinion and it wants to be used, so it wants the mind to act
according to its opinion. They speak to the mind when something that is
relevant to them has arisen. Energetic clusters grow when fed. So, if a child
has developed a cluster that thinks that the sound of an alarm is terrifying,
any new information that supports this theory is added to this cluster. This
cluster has its own data, which has a voice to the mind. It has its own funding
element which determines the volume of its voice. The bigger it gets the louder
it is and the more sway over the mind it exerts. When competing clusters are
going at it in the mind it causes confusion, dithering, insipidness and
indecisiveness. The result is frustration, anxiety and inaction.
This
second impact of stored energy was negated for me during the gestation process.
All I did was to listen and obey without paying any heed to these noisy
clusters. They were still there and still loud but I refused to interact with
them but instead I listened to Dad.
The
third way that these stored negative clusters impact on a person is in their
physical health. The impulse energy generated by a person was generated to be
used, not stored forever. The physical body that houses this energy is a
self-healing organism. In a sense it has a mind of its own, the subconscious
mind. This regulates its functions and it also regulates stored energy. Stored
negative energy has a use before date, it goes rancid and starts to affect the
body in a detrimental way. The human is
designed to be successful, as all creatures are. Storing excess negative energy
is a great solution to a full brain. Stored positive energy is fantastic to a
person and the life that they lead. It fulfils what they desire and banishes
what they fear. Negative energy does the opposite which is at odds with the
entire person. It reacts in a very detrimental way. It has a terrible effect on
the body and will cause sickness, disease and death.
This
process was only designed as a short term, in a crisis, solution to a
temporarily overloaded brain. But in today's modern lifestyle the brain is
constantly overloaded and the body gets chock full of this negative stored
energy.
The
subconscious minds solution to this overload of negative energy is to convert
it back into impulse energy. To do this the subconscious mind has to create a life
situation that will require a person to generate this exact energy. The stored
negative energy is reactivated into impulse energy and the persons mind has to
deal with it again. This gives the person the opportunity to deal with it once
and for all.
People
will try all sorts of ways to burn off this energy. Some will talk and talk and
talk, some may write, some might convert it into physical energy and burn it
off this way. If not all of it, or even if none of it is burned off it follows
the same process as it did before. When ignored long enough it becomes
suspended and then if not called upon for long enough, it is once again stored
in the body. Now however, it is fresh energy and not immediately detrimental to
the body.
A
young girl might be physically abused by her father. When she grows up, she
might become an abusive person, or she might attract abusive people to her.
This is the last thing that her conscious mind wants. It is what the
subconscious mind needs to do. It has to deal with the stored energy from her
childhood experience. The poor woman will draw abuse in one form or another
into her life. This will at least keep her energy fresh so that it will not
kill her.
A
sexually abused boy might grow up to be an abuser or to fight for child rights.
Whatever it takes for the person to be in a position to generate the stored
energy back into impulse energy. The subconscious mind doesn't have the ability
to summarise and rationalise logistically. It has no moral concepts or
guidelines. It does what is necessary without regard to anything or anyone,
even its own conscious mind.
This
is what Dad had me doing for the eighteen-year gestation. He took over from the
subconscious mind and was leading me into situations that would cause the
activation of the energy clusters. This is what the seven triangles tattooed on
my forehead represented.
Self:
Relying on my natural mind to summarise, rationalise and control my life.
Parental
Authority: Any organisation or person that indoctrinate children.
Parents, religion, education, upbringing.
Governmental
Authority: Any person or organisation that decrees laws and
enforces by punishing disobedience. Government, organised crime, abusive partner.
Social:
Peer group pressure, tribal allegiance, the warm embrace of the herd or the
cold isolation of independence.
Material:
This is the focus on the physical world and only the perceptions of the five
physical senses. Living in disregard for the spiritual and after life
perspectives.
Sickness:
the thought of being sick controlling every mouthful of food, relentless
exercise, and relying on food as the sole source of energy.
Death:
The winding down of the clock, the perceived loss of attractiveness. The focus
on the weakening of the body as it declines into disintegration. The fear of
death obliterating the zest for life.
They are the seven major
controlling clusters who determine who a person is.
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